贪心

我太贪心了，
我不知道为什么我这一次会那么贪心，
可能这是缘分？
还是我自己犯贱？
一切都不重要了...
平常心吧...
如果是我的，迟早都会是...
虽然我还是抱着希望...
是一个不可能的希望？
还是有希望的？
哈哈...天知道...
哈哈哈哈哈哈...

p/s: 我并没有放弃，只是不执著于某些想法... :x

又珍惜又害怕

不能不承认,我最近真的很情绪化...
最近的心情真的很复杂...
我真的很怕...
我很醉...
没喝酒都可以感到很high
还有...现在这份喜欢你的感觉...我不知道怎么办...我很很很珍惜...也很很很宝贝...我很害怕...
很害怕会失去这份感觉...
虽然是很单方面...但是真的很珍惜也很怕会失去...
对不起,我又说混话了,,,

Never give up

Giving up is always what i done in my life...
this time...
NO...

Motivation from you...

Motivation...
I had found some!!
Thanks you... ;p
I had found it!!!
Is the time to grow my motivation!!
There are two things i should do now with this motivation!!!
I can do it!!

ambition

What is your ambition in the future??
I remember it when i am still in primary school, My teacher ask us this question.
Well, she ask it because she need us to fill in the form of our detail form~
As i remember...
I fill artist( person who draw), teacher and.... police... whatever work that serve the community...
As i am growing... the ambition started to change...
But there are still some similarity there...
for example something about arts like artist or singer still there...
but the job that directly serve the community does not in my list of ambition anymore...
At the time of secondary school,
I said i wan to become a plantation expert because of my grandpa own a farm,
after that i realize my bio knowledge is really... haha...
and i found out mathematics is quite interesting,
physics is still... haha... but at least i found some maths inside it,
therefore i changed my ambition to something related to physics...
for example, worker in NASA, engineer...
As i found out my STPM result... hahaa...
I had decide my destiny!
I will become an engineer!
But... After i had read some books and take course of finance and account...
I had add one more ambition in my list.
That is business man!
As this is my final year...
It is the time to make the ambition become real!

What are you guys ambition ler??